November 24, 2007

Live.

i was dead and alive,
she was like wine turned to water, then turned back to wine.
you can pour us out, we won't mind.
a scratch around the mouth of the glass,
my life is no longer mine...


if they ask you for a sign of the Father,
tell them it's movement, movement, movement!

November 6, 2007

Faithfulness.

The Lord is good. He is good. He is good, He is good, He is good. He is always good. Always, He is good. God is good! God is good. Is the Lord good? Yes, He is good. He is good, all the time. All the time, He is good. God is good. The Lord is good! He is good.

He is good.

Life Right Now.

Life right now is very overwhelming for me. I am unable to focus on important things, and my priorities seem to be slipping away. I hate the change that I am seeing in myself, but I feel powerless to stop it. This is my confession: I am afraid that I will never be free from what Christ has said He has freed all believers from.

I pray everyday for wisdom. For strength. For grace. For repentance.
But the good I want to do, I cannot do, and that which I do not want to do, this I keep on doing.
I am looking for progress, and I am sensing regress. Am I overly critical of myself?

I want passion, I want assurance, I want perfection.
I struggle so much. So much. I just want it to end. I just want this time in my life to be over with.

Honesty. Honesty seems to be all that I have left.